Sam Is Out Of The House

Jason ousted Sam. Considered as the cutest, Sam will no longer join Big Brother's house. He got evicted. He's the fifth evictee. His eviction is very predictable. Most of the people I know who hardly watch each Pinoy Big Brother episode knew it, actually, Sam himself predicts that he'll be the evictee. When he left, there's not much drama among housemates unlike previous evictions. Only Cass shed tears over his departure. I'm sure that he has a great future ahead. Tomorrow is Sunday, I'm sure that he'll appear on ASAP '05 and The Buzz. He's already a star, no need to stay any longer in Big Brother's house. What happened with me today? It's my off and I have no cash! I ate the last can of sardines, and spent the rest of the day watching TV. But when I felt the need for money, I hurriedly go to the nearest ATM machine and withdrawn 800 pesos. Hahahaha, one of the poorest days I've had! Ciao!

Negative Thinking

Masyadong boring ang araw na ito. Bukod sa may mga bagay na naglalaro sa aking isip, hindi pa ako ganoon ka-ganado na magtrabaho kanina. Parang may kulang. Parang nagsasawa na talaga ako sa araw-araw na ginagawa ko. Maayos ko namang sinasagot ang mga tanong ng tumatawag pero ewan ko ba, wala talaga ako sa mood. Kanina na nga, nung nag-discuss si Gel sa akin ng QA, sobrang lalong bumaba ang morale ko dahil mababa na naman ang mga grades ko, parang muntik na nga akong umiyak kanina, not because of the grade, it's because after 2 years I realized, isa pa rin akong customer service agent, walang progress. Mukhang hindi nagsilbing challenges kundi mukhang lalo pa akong na-discourage sa result ng QA ko. Haaaay, ano bang nangyayari sa akin. Ayokong mag-self pity. Kailan ba maku-kumpleto ang buhay ko? Ang drama noh? Wala lang, naisip-isip ko lang. Bye.

Thoughts About Juland

Since yesterday, I feel bothered on how Juland treat me. It seems that he has changed. Before, he used to approach me, hug me and talk to me. But since yesterday, 'til earlier part of my shift today. he wouldn't even bother to say 'hi' to me. I'm guilty. I think that he feels neglected coz whenever he approach me, I react very seldom and a bit cold. Honestly, I'm not a romantic person. I've never been in love. I don't know how to be sweet, to be warm or at least be appreciative of someone else's feeling though I know how much a person wants me. Oh my, I really don't know what to do until one of my calls this day, I've overheard from Juland my name. He did mention my name. I was surprised coz I assume that he won't do that coz he no longer want to talk to me. Until I look at him straight on the eye and smile. He smiled too. Hehehe, like a scene on a romantic movie, bwahahahaha!!! I think that he's too young for me, I can't be too serious with him. Maybe I just need him to at least cheer me up and harness my skills in terms of being in love. Oh, what a feeling! I can't really explain. I'm not in love yet. So much things to discover. We need to date and know more about eachother. Just go with the flow, go with my feelings, as long as I'm happy, doesn't really matter. I don't care what would other people say. I'm happy for now. Ciao!

All Saints Day

It's All Saints Day, the first day of November. Kakarating ko lang galing sa sementeryo. Kasama ko sina JR, Tita Cita, Ate Fannie, Jericho & Paul, sobrang bagal ng flow ng sasakyan papasok sa loob ng sementeryo, it took us 2 hours to get there. Sobrang daming tao at sobrang init! Nagkita-kita rin kami ng mga pinsan ko, sina Ate Nene at Tinay. Sila lang ang mga feel ko sa mga pinsan ko na nandoon. Yung iba, hindi masyado, maybe we're not that close, hehehe. Kanina sa office, di ako pinapansin ni Juland, I'm so guilty. Bakit mukhang nag-iba na siya. Ah ewan basta! Bye na po.

Jason And Sam Are The Nominees

Ang sama talaga ng pakiramdam ko ngayon. Nag-start ako magka-sakit nung Friday, yung time na may trick or treat sa office. Nagkatotoo yung hula ko na magkakasakit ako dahil sa naambunan ako. I'm not really well, kahapon, nagawa ko pang umattend sa birthday ng kambal ni Mother Daisy. Sa Fairview ginawa yung birthday, sa may Jollibee. First time kong pumunta doon sa lugar na iyon. Medyo malayo pero okay lang dahil nung pag-uwi, sumabay ako kay Deng and tamang-tama naman na Kaingin din ang daan nila, sa lugar namin. Kanina sa office, talagang sick ako kaya nagpa-pull out na lang ako to do some reports. Hindi ko na talaga kaya pang maghandle ng calls, up to now, wala pa rin akong boses. I'm not sure if I'll go to the band fest. Gusto ko sanang umattend kasi nagpa-schedule ako ng off this day for that event, sayang naman kung hindi ako makaka-attend. By the way, last Saturday night pala ang fifth nomination night sa Pinoy Big Brother. Ang mga na-nominate ay sina Sam at Jason. I can't think as of now kung sino ang gusto kong ma-out sa dalawa kasi I really wanted Say to be out of the house kasi naartehan na ako sa kanya. I'll keep you updated, log-out nako dito. Bye!