Thoughts About Juland

Since yesterday, I feel bothered on how Juland treat me. It seems that he has changed. Before, he used to approach me, hug me and talk to me. But since yesterday, 'til earlier part of my shift today. he wouldn't even bother to say 'hi' to me. I'm guilty. I think that he feels neglected coz whenever he approach me, I react very seldom and a bit cold. Honestly, I'm not a romantic person. I've never been in love. I don't know how to be sweet, to be warm or at least be appreciative of someone else's feeling though I know how much a person wants me. Oh my, I really don't know what to do until one of my calls this day, I've overheard from Juland my name. He did mention my name. I was surprised coz I assume that he won't do that coz he no longer want to talk to me. Until I look at him straight on the eye and smile. He smiled too. Hehehe, like a scene on a romantic movie, bwahahahaha!!! I think that he's too young for me, I can't be too serious with him. Maybe I just need him to at least cheer me up and harness my skills in terms of being in love. Oh, what a feeling! I can't really explain. I'm not in love yet. So much things to discover. We need to date and know more about eachother. Just go with the flow, go with my feelings, as long as I'm happy, doesn't really matter. I don't care what would other people say. I'm happy for now. Ciao!